Dyslexia a masterpiece

And when you do connect to your heart ask Catnip to hold your hand. Invite it to transmit its medicine all the way into your heart. For over 2000 years we learned that following our heart was not ok. You know the saying ? “Paying tuition to take away your intuition” is the biggest scam yet. In our past someone was always there to tell you how to be or how to do something.  I’d also like to bring awareness that Catnip is especially useful for  calming those with ADHD and Dyslexia. The truth is that  those people with Dyslexia work directly with the heart connection on a soul level.  Your so called disability is not at all. It’s a complete mind based concept adapted by our schooling, psychiatrist and society in general which only focusses and addresses the conditioned personality.

When we work on awakening the unconscious Catnip is a  great vibration to bring consciousness into your awareness. I know how to do this but I wasn’t trained this way. catnip Dyslexia a masterpieceI realize my teachers where not conscious of an alternative option that was brushed to the side each time I dared mention my insights. In the end dyslexia made me see the good side of its ability to bring my most creative gifts to the table and use it. No one can really tell you how to follow your own heart.  Yet we learn that someone can  tell us how we should follow our heart.

When Catnips vibration reaches you there might be a feeling lost when you allow yourself to connect to the heart. We learned from our society and schooling it was a fantasy to connect to our heart. At first it can be a spaced out feel when you start to become aware of your true feelings on a soul level. Those are true feelings and not meant to be pushed to the side by someone else. Feeling your feelings is the new hot thing. So when you feel your feelings do feel where it hurts as well. Kiss that bruise goodbye with love in your heart. Welcome your hearts desire because it hurts if you do not allow it to be part of who you are.

Who am I?

The surprises keep coming. Perseverance of a whole new kind. I thought I was done but round 1001 seems to be pushing me and you beyond our limits. Just expand a bit more from within and you will find that throwing in the towel is not needed.

Each day this week I set out to have a talk with a very specific flower in mind. Each day I am pulled to another bloom that tells me it is more pressing. I know I am best of to follow the signs and trust this process will help me stay the course.

It is the redwood Sorrel that brings in appreciation for the good to surface. This week many are facing their deepest wounds that lay dormant. Beyond this agonizing inward movement Sorrel takes us all to face our true selves. Yet it is hard to face something when we do not know what we are facing. = We are facing ourselves – yes but we can not see that. Gosh what a trip.
IMG_E6826 Who am I?

I’m just going to have to use my own process to indicate I have to experience this so called deep dive inwards in order to be shown the way out. Sorrel did not let go till I was able to see that beyond my suffering lies my true essence.
Redwood Sorrel says ” Your mind and heart believes what or who you where told that you are. But who you really are are 2 different things. Sorrel speaks to those who believe ridiculous things about themselves that someone else planted in their heads and hearts. They’ve believed these lies for so long and never questioned their truth. Lies that inevitably crippled me significantly as well.

It took more than a week but finally Sorrel transmuted the belief I held as gentle as she could:
Your mind believed what you where told who you where. Trust Who you are and let the truth be seen.

I am Sorrrel
Perseverance
Trust your heart.
Unwavering love.

So much gratitude for pushing me to see the light.