Fear: Deep fear arising for many during this time. When the choice to leave the past behind is made on a personal level or where we are forced into leaving old ways that no longer work behind.
I must admit I’d forgotten I also underwent this fear when I stepped into my own power and was shown how to become self-reliant.
For some who embarked on a new path there is this intense fear creeping up. It seems to surface each time after you’ve had a breakthrough or positive insight. You counter act this positive insight by trying to implement it and you automatically bring it back to the old ways. But that old way has crumbled- dissolved. It is no longer on the same vibration you used to operate on. Yet you try to go back in the hopes this new insight can solve all your problems. When it doesn’t you panic. The old is gone and you search for it often very unconscious.
Each of us is confronted with our old self in different individual ways. The realization that your old ways no longer work in this new reality is the cause of this fear. Anything not for your higher good falls away. What way to turn? There only remains one way and that is inwards. This is where some become completely lost. Inwards?
Understand you forgot how to be self dependent and are learning to be reliant on yourself. You are growing into the process of being self reliant again. Once this is in place take it one step at a time. You will be presented with practice rounds until you get it down.
Meanwhile there is support.
This orchid helps bridge the fear so you can move beyond it. Realize your own potential and allow the light in. Invite the center of this orchid to reach you as a violet flame entering with renewed hope. A deep soul longing wants to be reborn within you. Anchor the new perspective that will give rise to a better future for yourself and for all of us. All answers will come from within. You are safe.
Thinking out of the box while staying true to yourself without compromise is the idea this week. Woolflower Celosia Caracas helps you on this road of re discovery without hiding behind the identification of a status. Milkweed follows with a last push to free ourselves from the forces of our upbringing. The boat has been rocked and the devastation all this illusion caused better be worth this trip. We’re forced to cut lose from the familiar old routines of our past societies make up in order for our true identity to come on board. This new fresh way feels nothing like the good old ego we identified with for so long. Its unsettling to think this was all illusion now coming up for real. It’s easy to feel lost in the confusion and chaos in and around us. Peace will follows once you surrender control and chaos will continue if you choose to hold on. Keep in mind we all have the same opportunity and there are always 2 options to choose from. Not easy but still we must face the reality.
Yellow Wild Buckwheat is the to go to cellular cleanser when it comes to bringing in a fresh look after we’ve managed to break away from some seriously deeply embedded sociological and lineage karmic patterning.
This week the flower vibrations bring a new perspective into the building of a life without the lineage expectations. Milkweed reminds you of your unique nature which is who you really are and what you came here to do in the first place. Yellow Buckwheat lends the helping hand for this turn around point that caused such discomfort in letting go of ego identification.The door an now open to the alternative point of view if you wish your true light to shine from the inside out.
We come from a history where everyone is out for themselves and promoting self interest was taught by our culture. Chenille plant shows us how easy it is to become self reliant. It’s energy shows the way back to independence. With everyone out for themselves we’ve also attracted and nurtured distorted friendships that are up for revisions so they too can be seen in a true light. Thunbergia Grandiflora is a flower which supports true kindness returning you to feeling your souls energy so you begin relating out of love and freedom.
And the flowers are building momentum. A lot of flowers energy coming from the time I lived on the island of Roatan!
Guyana Chestnut is here as well. It forges a new path. On a personal note I feel so much gratitude for this blooming tree for showing me and giving me understanding that there is another way. I hope everyone can make use of it here today. It’s been quite the ride.
So if you are a bit confused on how this is all unfolding Arachi peanut will put a stop to the confusion. If you connects to the pattern of how you where taught (mind) to see yourself then it’s easier to see from where this confusion arises. By connecting through your spiritual pathways your original self is recognized. Sit with these energies. Go inwards and set the intention to connect and integrate these positive energies so can begin to understand your inner source of joy creates a ripple effect into your surroundings. Pinto Peanut makes it an easy choice to live a life in harmony and joy.