It as in a dream that a young girl, Sahr appeared during my visit to the Temple of Philea in Egypt. In the dream I was handed the alchemist cup shown as a large shining grail of silver and gold. Two women from biblical times wearing light blue robes and white capes held me in a loving embrace as a new born baby. The baby was the holder of the cup receiving life. The cup was empty and I was shown how to fill it when using my inner wisdom that hold the geometric codes of flowers.
Sahr symbolizes the new energetic vibration birthed on the ashes of our past. The right environment sets the stage for a collective karmic dissolution we are all experiencing individually. We are merging our polar sides between male – female from within. When bringing our dual nature into balance- a 3rd new energy (e)merges that connects us in multidimensional ways that links all of life and shows we are not separate from one another.
With the karmic lessons releasing Sahr symbolizes the stepping into the creation of a heart based pattern and allows us to embody the past and future that rest within each of us. Sahrlight is an invitation for our unique beings to clean the slate in order to bring our passions or unique gifts on board in order to build a new life from a place of light filled joy without fear.
I remember that day I was humbled in Humboldt by a cucumber like plant hanging over my head. Her pretty white flowers shows how linked we all are to our past generations that got us where are today.That day, at Prairie Creek in the midst of these manroot Kahts-tuwiriki flower vines I became like the condensed ball. Imagine yourself to be that green ball in the picture with the cords coming out of your solar plexus. As you can tell the cords are not finding anything outside there to hold on to. They are entangled over the ages to what became each others stories in the search for something or someone to hold on to. Manroot mirrored back at me how to disentangle from the outer past story while keeping my head cool. Quite unexpectedly this Manroot connected me to all of life from where there was no turning back to the old broken program. How to depend on our own inner resources is not some distant future idea but that time is now. A cycle has ended and the strings are no longer going to find an outer source to continue building our future on. The world will continue in a whole new way.
Little did I know what the plants and trees notes I took just 2 years ago really meant !
‘Soon you will understand that in a (wall-)nutshell we are letting go of a very old supportive dependency system that slowly turned the patterns into poverty consciousness. We are ready to be free of the illusionary mind constructed story that was carried down over the ages.’ Humanity is going through the letting go of a group support system that no longer is. The clean up is well under way and the true story is becoming untangled with it. It can be frightful to not find the way it used to be. Cords we where conditioned to depend on, that bound us for thousands of years are being untangled. Once untangled they can be disconnected one person at a time. Its “cool” and scary at the same time.
Though the ship is not sinking. How do I know this so well? Well, I am like the walnut that broke out of the old chain. After lots of kicking and screaming I saw that there is another way. So I surrendered and became reliant on my inner knowing and the walnut shell became my boat. Walnut is all about change and you too will paddle through the storm to your inner shore. With her help you won’t sink. Some of us are just out here to test the waters….Nature stood by me me on this journey. We are all learning to trust the process of life will take us where we need to be.
Stay cool and wishing you all smooth sailing. July 22, 2018
What if.. we tread on a new path, an unfamiliar path with trust in our heart.
What if we allow nature to be our guide?
Dare we allow the mystery of life to show us the way?
Horsetail in all her glory wants to assist in help sealing the deal of a higher nature.
Horsetail seems to ask for our uniqueness to be seen and lead the way. Stored in the mothers placenta one could be asked to release that past. With the #Placenta removed the veil is lifted. It’s a final breakaway point of an old life gone by.
Yet Horsetail speaks of taking a new direction. It does not speak of the past. Connect to the Placenta of Mother earth and watch for the signs reflected back to you.
Expand your horizon.
However you choose to open up to the larger whole there is Horsetail taking you by the hand.
In other words create your own trail and know the new way, a new path will be shown.
A few years ago (2013) I found myself restructuring the way I was running my life. Always drawn to flowers and herbs I was guided to delve deep into plant kingdom and began communicating with flowers. Often referred to as A “walk In experience”, I had no other choice than to trust the process. When in harmony with flowers I felt myself shown easy outcomes beyond my comprehension as to the steps I needed to take. During the journey of rediscovering my creative gift I began creating energy blends made with flower vibrations mixed with specific essential oils I had brought back after a visit to Egypt. I used my first blend in the bathtub that had Papyrus added. That night I had a dream where I was shown the effects of the blends on a scroll. I expanded into various dimensions at the same time what I later learned was Quantum Consciousness. What was amazing was that I remembered the future. Everything was already there in me! All I had to do was let go and invite the energy of the flower to share its wisdom with me.
My Natural Medium.
A natural structure connected in equal parts like a beehive showed me a special unique creative role each of us plays when following the laws of nature. First a change of structure and breaking away from primal group survival patterns of how we learned to believe things should be had to be broken. When surrendering to the natural flow of nature full embodiment using flower vibrations self organize and bring previously dormant consciousness to the surface. Just like everything else, the plant kingdom also keeps evolving. Flowers showed me they all hold a specific code that plays a role for a new time, pointing to a new way of living as a true unified collective family. It took me 7 years to learn and understand the various stages.
When I tune inwards and move away from force or control I can stretch and expand my small selves beyond time and space. This naturally creates a free flow that inter connects my energy with the larger universal positive creative vibes. This allows for supportive new ways to lift me up and merge my gift with the whole. In this flow I can feel how I am contributing from a creative place while tapping into the universal stream of other creative souls.The laws of attraction began to appear and show how the mind aligns behind anything you set the intention to where your soul needs to be.
Out of this 7 energy blends where born what became the initial expression of my creative gift. These blends bring balance in spaces and balance major shifts into a persons life and evolve with a persons intent in unique ways. I also began making salves and ointments. Though I am only now beginning to share those with the general public.
Holding the knowing during personal sessions continue to be effective in pointing the way to where ones soul already knows it needs to be and the mind is learning to follow suit.
There’s always more. I am open to flow, grow and glow together and let flowers show what wishes to be expressed next through me.
“The Nature of Feeling Good”
There is a sweet smell that comes in sweet, incense from a different time,
from another world, where I was at peace, where I was loved.
A time I had forgotten,a time I remember.
A calm day, in the shade on the earth we sit.
Now, in meditation free of mind centering always comes.
Clarity in this peace.
The world outside was the prairie.
Indians and warriors.
I was snatched from my mothers breast.
The smell was mothers milk with incense.
I was snatched from my mothers breast.
The smell was mothers milk with incense.
Sweet memory returns of that time of peace.
Red clover takes me back to a parallel life where I remember a life without the anxiety and restlessness that followed.
I start the search to be loved again, I cling to love that is not love.
It is hope, it is wishful, it is illusion.
A kind person will do. I settle for less.
Red clover helps mr return to my center while being hustled on a horseback.
I feel the earth, I smell the comfort of milk and incense.
I see the plumes coming form the pipes being smoked.
I am home. I am safe. I am free.
I passed the test and find my true power. A life with no fear returns.
In this moment.