I remember that day I was humbled in Humboldt by a cucumber like plant hanging over my head. Her pretty white flowers shows how linked we all are to our past generations that got us where are today.That day, at Prairie Creek in the midst of these manroot Kahts-tuwiriki flower vines I became like the condensed ball. Imagine yourself to be that green ball in the picture with the cords coming out of your solar plexus. As you can tell the cords are not finding anything outside there to hold on to. They are entangled over the ages to what became each others stories in the search for something or someone to hold on to. Manroot mirrored back at me how to disentangle from the outer past story while keeping my head cool. Quite unexpectedly this Manroot connected me to all of life from where there was no turning back to the old broken program. How to depend on our own inner resources is not some distant future idea but that time is now. A cycle has ended and the strings are no longer going to find an outer source to continue building our future on. The world will continue in a whole new way.
Little did I know what the plants and trees notes I took just 2 years ago really meant !
‘Soon you will understand that in a (wall-)nutshell we are letting go of a very old supportive dependency system that slowly turned the patterns into poverty consciousness. We are ready to be free of the illusionary mind constructed story that was carried down over the ages.’ Humanity is going through the letting go of a group support system that no longer is. The clean up is well under way and the true story is becoming untangled with it. It can be frightful to not find the way it used to be. Cords we where conditioned to depend on, that bound us for thousands of years are being untangled. Once untangled they can be disconnected one person at a time. Its “cool” and scary at the same time.
Though the ship is not sinking. How do I know this so well? Well, I am like the walnut that broke out of the old chain. After lots of kicking and screaming I saw that there is another way. So I surrendered and became reliant on my inner knowing and the walnut shell became my boat. Walnut is all about change and you too will paddle through the storm to your inner shore. With her help you won’t sink. Some of us are just out here to test the waters….Nature stood by me me on this journey. We are all learning to trust the process of life will take us where we need to be.
Stay cool and wishing you all smooth sailing. July 22, 2018