Balancing our true feelings

Balancing our true feelings

The basics of the live Unity Call on July 29th is here: 

The flowers are here to serve us. It is their path of evolution to be of service to anyone who asks for their assistance. When drawn to a flower it will be able to transmit her vibration to you energetically. When you try it out it can be felt through your feeling nature if you ask for it.

The natural laws are not linear. A straight line of thought is how we are generally taught to understand a process. There’s a natural unfolding when attuning to flowers that leads the way. Where we are taken will at first not seem logical or make any sense.  Allow your feeling nature to guide you today. Be curious to what unfolds! The natural order of things always falls in place towards the end. You will become aware of that each time you connect to your heart and ask for blooming flowers to assist you.

The flower that we begin with today is Aspen Sunflower. We’ve already set our intents through the heart connection.

Acknowledging the emotion is a big one that comes in many forms. Once you recognize the emotion you can acknowledge it and start to better understand your heart felt feelings. 

Making the Choice: 

We have a choice in how we respond to “what we are faced with ” by acknowledging the emotion. Choice transforms negativity and also pain by our inner attitude.  We have the potential to make life more light and joyful for ourselves and others through the conscious choices we make. On our journey inwards Aspen Sunflower speaks of choices for our future in a joyful manner. It is the shift we can each make ourselves. Once we let go of the negative projections we begin attracting positive outcomes. We can choose to create a more joyful approach for ourselves that affects our surroundings. Aspen sunflower points you to the right places and connects you to your own inner knowing without the need of approval by our outer world. Nature’s law allows for an unfolding that will connect you to everything from your own inner core. It assists you in letting go of being drawn into the complaining opinion of a group that is not part of a positive interaction. (2nd chakra). Feel it in the womb. The answer does not lie outside of us. We can choose how we deal with  our challenges if we want to free ourselves of the negative pattern:

But before we can get to this point of joy we are made aware that the polar side of Aspen sunflower asks you to let go of a controlling an emotion that identifies with your anger. 

It is an unfolding process and first we’re doing some (2nd chakra) Clearing:  Another yellow flower appears that helps with the clearing of our emotional body.  Iris Trimiza here to bring our creative power on board once we let go of suppressing  emotions. Without condemning oneself or other any longer this Iris takes out toxic emotions of a submissive nature that are held inwards. How we deal with the emotion of a painful or tragic event without dismissing the feeling takes courage. Yet once understood it can be released and transformed. Iris Trimezia is here to show you how the power of the emotion that held you in fear you transforms and become your creative power. Interwoven with lives lessons that shaped each of us an awareness is opening up. With more clarity more space opens up.  From that space we begin to see what we can let go of so we can start to create positivity for ourselves.

 The third yellow flower ! Yellow wild Buckwheat also ask you to recognize your emotions and become conscious that when you acknowledge and face the emotion you can let it be.  Not judging it, is what transcends it. These are just some quick steps on how to become aware of your emotions. When you deal with emotions consciously it clears the path forward. I experienced all of this myself and am shown what each flower is for and how to work through the most traumatic emotions that can rule your life if you allow it. So I know very well it is easier said than done and it’s still work but the Buckwheat does help A LOT. 

Thinking out of the box while staying true to yourself without compromise is the idea. Yellow Wild Buckwheat is the to go to cellular cleanser.  Here to bring in a fresh look after we’ve managed to break away from some seriously deeply embedded sociological and lineage karmic patterning. Once you’ve understood that freeing yourself of a familiar emotional pattern it is  Yellow Buckwheat that uncovers the facade your lineage has kept up . And here we go! We are given the choice to look at the traditional sense of what family values mean from an alternative point of view.

And if you need more support to persevere because the emotions can flood you till you drown then Coconut will also be helpful.  For some of you here she cracks open the core issue of a trend that is passed along from generation to generation. It is a permanent obstacle protector re obedience-expectation molding.  It removes a hardened protective shield that kept deeply embedded emotions under control. Give yourself permission to reward yourself by standing up for yourself with the flow of a juicy coconut flower.

But there is a catch… When the clearing takes a hold you begin the see a pattern that actually does not want to let go. That can run way back into family lineage, a belief, or an overshadowing countries dynamic we are not even aware of existed. 

California Poppy is for pattern breaking: In this case the pattern overshadowing  us all tells us we cannot solve our problem ourselves. We point fingers when we believe that we are reliant on something or someone else. Or we are led to the false belief that we will be accepted by the group if we play their game. Now we are finding out that we get to play the game of someone else’s pattern that is not even our own journey. So if you don’t understand an emotion it might be an overshadowing pattern and a personal consult will take a deep diving inwards.

With a lot of emotions now addressed you should be able to connect better with your feelings. (The mistake is to think that the emotions a feeling). 

It is the energy of Red ginger that aligns your inner feeling nature with the universal laws. The natural course of this ginger is there to to show you that you alone are capable to resolve any outstanding hurdles.

Frangipane brings in a lot of light and has a yellow center with some pink that opens us to a positive interaction with our soul family.  We have all been raised with opinions and ideals that are not in accordance with a natural holistic alchemic flow. The vibration of Frangipani asks you to face yourself and have the courage to not suppress anything while at the same time taking full responsibility for it. If you can feel vibration you can more easily claim your creative power— that is what the entire call is about. Choose a positive reaction that is best for you. Some things Frangipane speaks to  are Emotional  trauma – Frangipane: Facing your fear by taking a different road that takes discipline and courage and honesty.  It’s showing now because the illusion is beginning to unravel in many of us individually. It helps you to accept yourself as you are. The conditioning pattern presenting an image the way you want them to see you is no longer needed.  Or when we say one thing but we mean different ,or  when it is an inconvenience to you to be truthful to yourself.

So if you are a bit confused on how this is all unfolding, Arachi peanut will put a stop to the confusion. There is also a pattern showing up on how you where taught (mind) to see yourself. It’s easy to see from where this confusion arises when connecting to your feeling nature. Once the emotion is acknowledged your original self is recognized.  Sit with these energies the upcoming weeks.  Go inwards and set the intention to connect  and integrate positive loving energies. Your inner source of joy creates a ripple effect around you. Pinto Peanut makes it an easy choice to live a life in harmony and joy.

Escaping are you? Queen Anns Lace: When you give your energy away to emotions you can no longer be in touch with your feelings. And this is also what is asking for balancing. The emotional pieces are asking you to get in touch with them, to take responsibility. When you do you will not be driven by unconscious emotional hurts that sidetrack you and block your road to inner freedom.  Male and female side my side.  This collaboration starts within you.

Does this ever stop?  I often wonder myself. When non emotional Crepe ginger makes you see how to turn the need for outside approval to inward approval.  As long as you are happy with your choices then all will align in perfect order.

With room to trust through non reactive observance Crepe ginger enhances compassion with self respect that is essential in reconnecting the bond with yourself. Open up to your sensitive feeling nature and let your unique creative empowerment click into place.  Loving what is from a non emotional state is actually the new way.

Once you face the fear of touching base with your feelings Aspen sunflower returns full circle. From a clear and balanced emotional body, it is much easier to contact your soul or inner core through your intuition. It does take courage to consciously choose to engage differently with individuals that live a life of blaming or complaining about outer things that only serve to distract out of denial of looking at self.

From your own center you can (re)connect to  a positive grid that is part of a larger whole of the interconnectedness to all that is. The new shaping crystalline matrix points you to the right places and connects you to your own inner knowing without the need to be approved by  the outer world. A natural unfolding connects you to everything from your own core.  It brings optimism as you stay the course. Bring out the real goal for all  to unite in order to serve. You are not alone.The connections will fall into place once all are ready. 

For the fear of  opening up to your feelings there is Missouri Primrose: When our feelings  have gotten entangled with emotions. When emotions rule it can be numb our feelings, shutting down feelings. Afraid of negative feelings. Feelings are vulnerable and connect to the heart and that can scare anyone. When you’ve become  identified with  an emotional pattern for a long time is also when you lose touch with your own true freedom, your innermost divine core. If you take full responsibility for all the emotions that are in you then  you are able to recognize it as an emotion and not a feeling.

 

 

Daffodil

Daffodil

Daffodil speaks to deeper levels of ‘resignation’.  It asks you to go within and face the fear to address on how you see things versus stomping out when someone wants to  hear something else. Daffodil helps reconstruct of 2 different point of views so we can continue to communicate with greater transparency without dismissing yourself! Just because others may not agree with what you say does not mean that your or their beliefs are wrong.

Speak up and reconnect to your true voice with daffodil. Give yourself permission to be awkward as you begin to speak up. This is not an easy transition to make. But blaming others for not doing it “your way” when you are not willing to express what you want does not work.   At first you may you may not get your point across ( which does not mean  you have to to  being right. If that is the case you are identifying with the personality mind based construct)  When speaking up from your heart there is no need to apologize for your opinion. Many different points of views can come together as one.  Invite the Daffodil  to energetically do its work when needed. From that point Daffodil will assist you when you least expect it. 

Who am I?

Who am I?

The surprises keep coming. Perseverance of a whole new kind. I thought I was done but round 1001 seems to be pushing me and you beyond our limits. Just expand a bit more from within and you will find that throwing in the towel is not needed.

Each day this week I set out to have a talk with a very specific flower in mind. Each day I am pulled to another bloom that tells me it is more pressing. I know I am best of to follow the signs and trust this process will help me stay the course.

It is the redwood Sorrel that brings in appreciation for the good to surface. This week many are facing their deepest wounds that lay dormant. Beyond this agonizing inward movement Sorrel takes us all to face our true selves. Yet it is hard to face something when we do not know what we are facing. = We are facing ourselves – yes but we can not see that. Gosh what a trip.

I’m just going to have to use my own process to indicate I have to experience this so called deep dive inwards in order to be shown the way out. Sorrel did not let go till I was able to see that beyond my suffering lies my true essence.
Redwood Sorrel says ” Your mind and heart believes what or who you where told that you are. But who you really are are 2 different things. Sorrel speaks to those who believe ridiculous things about themselves that someone else planted in their heads and hearts. They’ve believed these lies for so long and never questioned their truth. Lies that inevitably crippled me significantly as well.

It took more than a week but finally Sorrel transmuted the belief I held as gentle as she could:
Your mind believed what you where told who you where. Trust Who you are and let the truth be seen.

I am Sorrrel
Perseverance
Trust your heart.
Unwavering love.

So much gratitude for pushing me to see the light.

 

Making choices for yourself

Making choices for yourself

The building blocks are in place. For those who have chosen to add their unique creative skills to the unified field on a soul level the time has come into believing that bringing the energy from your deep inner core into a unified field is happening. Lily of the valley helps you become comfortable in this process of using your own voice, to decide and feel good with the choices of your own making. The strong safe feminine energy of the Thrinax Palm exudes a freedom of choice. Over and over again this palm appears in support of the growth process while we learn to build mature interactions one step at a time. She pours it over you in an offering of expanded awareness. Feeling out this newness that has a feel of uncertainty to it. So if you feel unstable and are tempted to go back to old familiar tendencies bring in harmonizing intentions and energies that feel comfortable to you.
As always this is a process of a dual nature. Our new reality without the dogma’s, cults and religion of our past that created huge brain washing confusion is addressed with Gorse. (a well know Bach remedy). It’s a bit of a shocker that the uncertainty in our new found freedom still has such a big impact on all of us and can draw you back into the old dense ego driven drama in a blink of an eye. Red Hot Poker and Gorse are offering a helping hand together —The choice is yours to make each time you waver. They really do assist and go beyond the fear that tries to remove you from loving and approving of oneself. Keep looking at the higher perspective that knows with certainty that the strength and power comes from within yourself.

Spiritual awakening

Spiritual awakening

While the world is waking up this seems a good time to explain a bit more how and what I am called to do with flower vibrations. In ancient times flower vibrations where used to bring the level of information to the soul and not the ego. In a nutshell I’m here to bring this knowledge back to you. This has not been done in the 20ties century. But I got the job! Wish me luck.

Before I elaborate further I want to be clear that flower essences have been tremendously helpful for me since I was introduced to Dr. Bach essences in 1996. Dr.Bach addressed the conditioned personality when using flower essences. I worked with my re-occurring patterns on the endless karmic wheel. I was trained as a flower essence practitioner that speaks to the conditioned personality. This is how psychologist and doctors are trained today as well. Focussing on the conditioned personality is how the pioneers of the 80ties brought flower essences back into our lives. Without these pioneers I’d have been lost and I am so grateful for them paving the way.
A new dawn has broken and working on the conditioned personality is not how I work with the flower essence anymore. I work with flower vibrations on a soul level.

There are 2 levels of awareness: One is the conditioned personality and the 2nd is the spiritual awakened soul level. It is the 2nd level of awareness that the flower vibrations I work with speak to.

I remember ancient wisdom of how to use the flower vibrations after my so called “Walk In” experience. In other words I had a spiritual awakening, a dark night of the soul and NDE, A rebirth. You name it, I’ve seen it all.
The point I am trying to make is that I work with flowers on aligning you on the awakened soul level. That’s why I am here and it is my purpose in this life. So many awakening right now are completely confused between old and new.

Flower vibrations for our new times speak of bringing awareness to the spiritual awakened so you can begin to build a relationship with your personality. In other words the ego can no longer control your actions the way they used to.
If you understand the difference between these 2 levels of awareness then you understand better what I mean between old and new. There is nothing wrong with the old but my role here to work with you on building the new. Navigating between old and new is a big part of that.

 

white chestnut

(I also realize that someone who is not spiritually awake does not understand a word of what I am saying and that’s absolutely fine.)

Violet Flame

Violet Flame


Fear: Deep fear arising for many during this time. When the choice to leave the past behind is made on a personal level or where we are forced into leaving old ways that no longer work behind.
I must admit I’d forgotten I also underwent this fear when I stepped into my own power and was shown how to become self-reliant.
For some who embarked on a new path there is this intense fear creeping up. It seems to surface each time after you’ve had a breakthrough or positive insight. You counter act this positive insight by trying to implement it and you automatically bring it back to the old ways. But that old way has crumbled- dissolved. It is no longer on the same vibration you used to operate on. Yet you try to go back in the hopes this new insight can solve all your problems. When it doesn’t you panic. The old is gone and you search for it often very unconscious.
Each of us is confronted with our old self in different individual ways. The realization that your old ways no longer work in this new reality is the cause of this fear. Anything not for your higher good falls away. What way to turn? There only remains one way and that is inwards. This is where some become completely lost. Inwards?
Understand you forgot how to be self dependent and are learning to be reliant on yourself. You are growing into the process of being self reliant again. Once this is in place take it one step at a time. You will be presented with practice rounds until you get it down.
Meanwhile there is support.
This orchid helps bridge the fear so you can move beyond it. Realize your own potential and allow the light in. Invite the center of this orchid to reach you as a violet flame entering with renewed hope. A deep soul longing wants to be reborn within you. Anchor the new perspective that will give rise to a better future for yourself and for all of us. All answers will come from within. You are safe.