Memories

Memories

There is a sweet smell that comes in sweet, incense from a different time,

from another world, where I was at peace, where I was loved.

A time I had forgotten,a time I remember.

A calm day, in the shade on the earth we sit.

Now, in meditation free of mind centering always comes.

Clarity in this peace.

The world outside was the prairie. 

Indians and warriors.

I was snatched from my mothers breast.

The smell was mothers milk with incense.

I was snatched from my mothers breast.

The smell was mothers milk with incense.

Sweet memory returns of that time of peace.

Red clover takes me back to a parallel life where I remember a life without the anxiety and restlessness that followed.

I start the search to be loved again, I cling to love that is not love.

It is hope, it is wishful, it is illusion.

A kind person will do. I settle for less.

Red clover helps mr return to my center while being hustled on a horseback. 

I feel the earth, I smell the comfort of milk and incense.

I see the plumes coming form the pipes being smoked.

I am home. I am safe. I am free.

I passed the test and find my true power. A life with no fear returns.

In this moment.

TRUE POWER

TRUE POWER

Golden yarrow pops up anytime the domination game is out of balance. No wonder so much continues to be written about Yarrows medicine. Tapping into the vibrational powers of this power plant is an experience in itself.  Power is the key word golden yarrow puts in the right perspective. Yet words don’t do her justice. Feeling the transmission of this plants vibration is where we can make full use of the energy. But when feeling powerless that idea in itself becomes hard to believe. 
Over dominated by the world, overpowered by a group, a situation beyond your control? Once emotional frustration is recognized and acknowledged we can break away from what keeps powerlessness trapped firmly anchored inside of us.

The shadow conditioned beliefs keeps coming up as an opportunity to take a look at on a personal level. While this is a time where we all endure considerable discomfort and confusion it is the vibrational energy-pattern of True Power that golden yarrow instills in you.

Beyond the veil

Beyond the veil

‘Forget me not’ is here for the awakening ones. A souls eyeopener bloom that transforms your vision beyond a bespectacled norm. Like a Myopia she gently rips away the veil to see beyond what the human eye can see. Would you like to broaden your vision and see for yourself? Invite the vibration of this ‘Forget me Not’ to show you how to connect with the unseen world.

She will show you where you want to be. Because you are so much more than the human eye can see.

Protection

Protection

Protect your light. Protect your frequency. This blend is a true collective cleanser that penetrates deep into our individual unique being and environment. A geometric #spaceclearing blend that over the years proved to be the to go to loving strong minds created energetic cleanser. Jasmine stands out here and is the the big messenger to show another direction. Use it as a portal from your limited mind to a broader interconnected way of life.

Spraying this blend into your space has a purifying alchemical effect that gives insights to the bigger picture. Feel a more trusting awareness open up from within. What ever is changing in your life is NOT personal even if the mind experiences it as such. (That awareness you might have to work on at your own pace in your own way )

The reality is that there is a change happening on a collective level and real facts are opening and anchored in new ways in our bodies. Flow with  nature  and allow it to support you where you need to be.

In times like this with lots of upheaval it helps clear your mind and asks ( guides) you to feel what comes through. Allowing your higher source of wisdom we can all tap into to become your compass and make it easier to not get attached to what we might lose. When the fear of losing can’t control us anymore we can see what we are asked asked to move into.

Perception shifts.

Perception shifts.

Reflections at Lake Siskiyou brushed aside the minds created plan. Energetically the water level rose and I was submerged in the water facing the mountain.
Mt Shasta came to meet me and I entered the mountains inner pathways. From the inside I surfaced out on top of the mountain. Water and sky or rather Earth and Neptune melted together. I became conscious as to where I was headed next through this inner inter connection. My antennas where out and I could feel all that is good, tastes good and looks amazing. With the limits of the mind removed what remained became crystal clear. My senses where heightened and the must do pattern dissipated. Negativity faded and a positive outlook pointed theme into the direction of another kind. Instead of rushing to meet a client I found the herb I’d been looking for these past 3 years in California. Goldenrod – there to show us the purpose of it all. f it all.

Remembering

Remembering

Can you feel this love, this unity, this light, this amazing grace tonight? Wild onion asks us to be gentle on this journey. Each of us is learning the remembering all that we are at our own pace. 
 
Conscious or not, with the front porch, lawn and back yard covered with her beauty I can not ignore the wild onions presence. Tonight I just bathe in the beauty of the wild onion with delight. It feels amazing to Be me. To be in this presence this moment feels true, real, different yet free. This journey has been worth each the step it took!
Because we where taught to identify with the group we forgot how unique our individual inner gifts really where. These past few month ramped up the speed to release the energetic imprints embedded by our lineage, the groups conditioning or planted within our make up by the collective programmers. Wild onion has energetically been busy helping to break up so we could release all of these layers at various junctions. We’ve been pushed past our limits with a tear here or there. Nostalgia included. The letting go of the fear based illusion has  now been replaced.
 In exchange of what we have let go we created room to remember who we are on a soul level. We can now choose to make our own choices from within best for us and no one else. 
This group of wild onions you see blooming is us!  What a delightful meeting it is!  Greeted by nature I am feeling one with all of what we came here to do. Shining our light on ourselves and showing our gifts to the world. 
The page has turned and we are on solid ground when committed to choosing from our hearts. Wild onion cheers us on the path forward a layer at a time. There is no rush. Let it flow. 
I am Wild Onion
Annemarie
“One who does not make 
his own trail
can never approach 
Creation ”   
Robert Spott
TRILLIUM

TRILLIUM

Trillium in the redwoods March 29, 2019

A walk in the woods tonight lit up by white Trilliums showed how a new cycle has once again begun. It is the white trilliums vibration guiding us today and providing strength to move forward with love in our hearts. Although we also have to recognize that we get pulled of center by the dramas of our outer world, Trilliums vibration speaks to the wisdom found in the heart. 

We are learning new ways to serve humanity but had to learn a proper way of serving from the heart. The trials where plenty and the initiations painful. 
The 3 fold repeat cycles kept appearing till we got here today. If this message reaches you – you might already be slightly ahead of the masses who are now collectively entering a massive makeover. It can be a shocking experience at times. The tendency is to act from our mind and that is precisely not the plan. The goal is to bring the survival based consciousness that leads to overly mind based focus to the point of liberation.

Trillium makes us better understand that Love-wisdom is merging with our minds intelligence and that presence was felt today in the Redwoods. Very new way to be so be patient. Once fully integrated we will each uniquely find our place within the greater whole. Not just any kind this one. A Power plant she is for the test of times.

Spiraling upwards

You are welcome to invite this triangular energy to become the vessel to interconnect with the Universal system. From within your own center find the point where you can serve and where you wish to serve. Discernment comes to mind.

Set the past free. Let it not hinder your growth any longer. 

Azalea hug from Mt Shasta

Azalea hug from Mt Shasta

Azalea is the nudge today that helps release negative energies without the battle that used to be the norm. The dark days in the redwoods and relentless rain had me go back to some demons of a past long gone. Lack of Vitamin D for sure but I needed some light. 
To lift my spirit Azalea showed up. Azalea served as my perception sensor. I shifted into a natural flow and felt I let go. I entered the next phase. Multiple channels between all the elements and my personal energy simultaneously where created so I could move into my full power gracefully.
It maximized an immense impulse of my inner power and I instantly experienced that this is how our interconnected family finds each other. To be from within is Bliss. 

Azalea in Mt Shasta
Burning man

Burning man

I might not agree with the beliefs of my lineage. But I can’t deny it still is what shaped me. I can fight my past and get stuck in the story or .. I can turn it into my new future and take from it what is true to me. 
Leaving behind what I don’t resonate with took some forgiving along the way. The suffering of our ancestors hidden behind a facade to save face had me believe I was suffering from#Sparkle Pony syndrome.

What is a sparkle pony? Helpless as can be with the baggage in tow. 
We can all Burn that burden in what ever way we choose. We are offered an opportunity to offload other aspects along this ride that rises or takes you down. 
To become equipped and self sufficient from within is the biggest gift offered. If need be then Burn that past shall. If you suffered at the hand of injustice then Shine you will.  What ever way you go: Accountable you yourself are to bring it up and let it go.

My grandmothers back yard

The hurt and scandals embedded in an innocent life taught me to love myself. It’s odd how very simple the answers are when we surrender. 
Elderberry puts it in perspective and creates a flow in harmony with your choices. It makes it easy to let the things that are not yours drop away. They can not attach to you when you are in touch with your feelings.

Smoke Signs

Smoke Signs

Mt Shasta


The smoke signs over Mt. Shasta ask us to tend to our own heart.
I faced Mt Shasta from my camp site that morning on July 4th 2018. I was not alone. In peace and quiet under a stone where no one noticed she bloomed this Queen cup Lily. A new way is rising to meet you she said. 

I took note and followed the smoke signs that led me to tend to my own heart to take my next blind step with trust. Everything from that day- till today fell into place in ways I could not have imagined.

Meanwhile this week alone right to this last day of 2018 the plant kingdom also evolved to a whole new level. Flower vibrations are here to assist us to move between timelines, dimensions and between realities in a conscious and purposeful way. I’ve been working with these powerful vibrations to connect us to the next level with more ease. With the plants intelligence I am navigating between these merging timelines which has never been done this way before. A conscious transitioning between these times lines while using flowers is the creation of a continuing bigger development that’s not even possible for the mind to grasp.

May 2019 be the next year where you manifest amazing possibilities.

Queen cup lily