About

About

A few years ago (2013) I found myself restructuring the way I was running my life. Always drawn to flowers and herbs I was guided to delve deep into plant kingdom and began communicating with flowers. Often referred to as A “walk In experience”, I had no other choice than to trust the process. When in harmony with flowers I felt myself shown easy outcomes beyond my comprehension as to the steps I needed to take. During the  journey of rediscovering my creative gift I began creating energy blends made with flower vibrations mixed with specific essential oils I had brought back after a visit to Egypt. I used my first blend in the bathtub that had Papyrus added. That night I had a dream where I was shown the effects of the blends on a scroll. I expanded into various dimensions at the same time what I later learned was Quantum Consciousness. What was amazing was that I remembered the future. Everything was already there in me!  All I had to do was let go and invite the energy of the flower to share its wisdom with me.

My Natural Medium.

A natural structure connected in equal parts like a beehive showed me a special unique creative role each of us plays when following the laws of nature. First a change of structure and breaking away from primal group survival patterns of how we learned to believe things should be had to be broken. When surrendering to the natural flow of nature full embodiment using flower vibrations self organize and bring previously dormant consciousness to the surface. Just like everything else, the plant kingdom also keeps evolving. Flowers showed me they all hold a specific code that plays a role for a new time, pointing to a new way of living as a true unified collective family. It took me 7 years to learn and understand the various stages. 

When I tune inwards and move away from force or control I can stretch and expand my small selves beyond time and space. This naturally creates a free flow that inter connects my energy with the larger universal positive creative vibes. This allows for supportive new ways to lift me up and merge my gift with the whole. In this flow I can feel how I am contributing from a creative place while tapping into the universal stream of other creative souls.The laws of attraction began to appear and show how the mind aligns behind anything you set the intention to where your soul needs to be. 

Out of this 7 energy blends where born what became the initial expression of my creative gift. These blends bring balance in spaces and balance major shifts into a persons life and evolve with a persons intent in unique ways.  I also began making salves and ointments. Though I am only now beginning to share those with the general public. 

Holding the knowing during personal sessions continue to be effective in pointing the way to where ones soul already knows it needs to be and the mind is learning to follow suit.

There’s always more. I am open to flow, grow and glow together and let flowers show what wishes to be expressed next through me.

“The Nature of Feeling Good”

 

 

You are so much more.

You are so much more.

This September I saw what the earth remembers. I suffered and also received the biggest gift when I learned what my body remembers. I know what my father remembers and what our ancestors put in place for us. I completed almost 7 years of notes on what the flowers remember for these new times.

I also remembered I was afraid  to live before I came into the world. This Month of September I remember the future. As September draws a close I remember what it is like to live in joy. All through the eyes of nature. Forever grateful for this life on earth today.

Here is an Ode to the past when we did not know how to remember that we are so much more:

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September Meditation

I do not know if the seasons remember their history or if the days and
nights by which we count time remember their own passing.

I do not know if the oak tree remembers its planting or if the pine
remembers its slow climb toward sun and stars.

I do not know if the squirrel remembers last fall’s gathering or if the
bluejay remembers the meaning of snow.

I do not know if the air remembers September or if the night remembers
the moon.

I do not know if the earth remembers the flowers from last spring or if
the evergreen remembers that it shall stay so.

Perhaps that is the reason for our births—to be the memory for
creation.

Perhaps salvation is something very different than anyone ever expected.

Perhaps this will be the only question we will have to answer:
“What can you tell me about September?”

~Burton D. Carley

Full speed ahead

Full speed ahead

Forward movement full speed ahead. Change. Lots of change. Whenever we perceive that we’re being forced to change, even if it’s doing something that’s good for us, we meet resistance. Keep that in mind as to when you stop yourself from taking on a new opportunity.
Trout Lily vibration indicates where over the ages we as individual humans compromised our deepest values and passions for the sake of survival. Don’t give in this time. Trout lily vibration shows you how to take an alternative route. Be the change. Standing up for your values and embracing new opportunities with choices made with love from the heart. Become unstuck, don’t back down and take the lead from what you know is the right thing to do.

I am back to offering one on one sessions when you feel ready to adjust your vibration to match what truly serve your special unique selves.

Memories

Memories

There is a sweet smell that comes in sweet, incense from a different time,

from another world, where I was at peace, where I was loved.

A time I had forgotten,a time I remember.

A calm day, in the shade on the earth we sit.

Now, in meditation free of mind centering always comes.

Clarity in this peace.

The world outside was the prairie. 

Indians and warriors.

I was snatched from my mothers breast.

The smell was mothers milk with incense.

I was snatched from my mothers breast.

The smell was mothers milk with incense.

Sweet memory returns of that time of peace.

Red clover takes me back to a parallel life where I remember a life without the anxiety and restlessness that followed.

I start the search to be loved again, I cling to love that is not love.

It is hope, it is wishful, it is illusion.

A kind person will do. I settle for less.

Red clover helps mr return to my center while being hustled on a horseback. 

I feel the earth, I smell the comfort of milk and incense.

I see the plumes coming form the pipes being smoked.

I am home. I am safe. I am free.

I passed the test and find my true power. A life with no fear returns.

In this moment.

TRUE POWER

TRUE POWER

Golden yarrow pops up anytime the domination game is out of balance. No wonder so much continues to be written about Yarrows medicine. Tapping into the vibrational powers of this power plant is an experience in itself.  Power is the key word golden yarrow puts in the right perspective. Yet words don’t do her justice. Feeling the transmission of this plants vibration is where we can make full use of the energy. But when feeling powerless that idea in itself becomes hard to believe. 
Over dominated by the world, overpowered by a group, a situation beyond your control? Once emotional frustration is recognized and acknowledged we can break away from what keeps powerlessness trapped firmly anchored inside of us.

The shadow conditioned beliefs keeps coming up as an opportunity to take a look at on a personal level. While this is a time where we all endure considerable discomfort and confusion it is the vibrational energy-pattern of True Power that golden yarrow instills in you.

Beyond the veil

Beyond the veil

‘Forget me not’ is here for the awakening ones. A souls eyeopener bloom that transforms your vision beyond a bespectacled norm. Like a Myopia she gently rips away the veil to see beyond what the human eye can see. Would you like to broaden your vision and see for yourself? Invite the vibration of this ‘Forget me Not’ to show you how to connect with the unseen world.

She will show you where you want to be. Because you are so much more than the human eye can see.

Protection

Protection

Protect your light. Protect your frequency. This blend is a true collective cleanser that penetrates deep into our individual unique being and environment. A geometric #spaceclearing blend that over the years proved to be the to go to loving strong minds created energetic cleanser. Jasmine stands out here and is the the big messenger to show another direction. Use it as a portal from your limited mind to a broader interconnected way of life.

Spraying this blend into your space has a purifying alchemical effect that gives insights to the bigger picture. Feel a more trusting awareness open up from within. What ever is changing in your life is NOT personal even if the mind experiences it as such. (That awareness you might have to work on at your own pace in your own way )

The reality is that there is a change happening on a collective level and real facts are opening and anchored in new ways in our bodies. Flow with  nature  and allow it to support you where you need to be.

In times like this with lots of upheaval it helps clear your mind and asks ( guides) you to feel what comes through. Allowing your higher source of wisdom we can all tap into to become your compass and make it easier to not get attached to what we might lose. When the fear of losing can’t control us anymore we can see what we are asked asked to move into.

Perception shifts.

Perception shifts.

Reflections at Lake Siskiyou brushed aside the minds created plan. Energetically the water level rose and I was submerged in the water facing the mountain.
Mt Shasta came to meet me and I entered the mountains inner pathways. From the inside I surfaced out on top of the mountain. Water and sky or rather Earth and Neptune melted together. I became conscious as to where I was headed next through this inner inter connection. My antennas where out and I could feel all that is good, tastes good and looks amazing. With the limits of the mind removed what remained became crystal clear. My senses where heightened and the must do pattern dissipated. Negativity faded and a positive outlook pointed theme into the direction of another kind. Instead of rushing to meet a client I found the herb I’d been looking for these past 3 years in California. Goldenrod – there to show us the purpose of it all. f it all.

Remembering

Remembering

Can you feel this love, this unity, this light, this amazing grace tonight? Wild onion asks us to be gentle on this journey. Each of us is learning the remembering all that we are at our own pace. 
 
Conscious or not, with the front porch, lawn and back yard covered with her beauty I can not ignore the wild onions presence. Tonight I just bathe in the beauty of the wild onion with delight. It feels amazing to Be me. To be in this presence this moment feels true, real, different yet free. This journey has been worth each the step it took!
Because we where taught to identify with the group we forgot how unique our individual inner gifts really where. These past few month ramped up the speed to release the energetic imprints embedded by our lineage, the groups conditioning or planted within our make up by the collective programmers. Wild onion has energetically been busy helping to break up so we could release all of these layers at various junctions. We’ve been pushed past our limits with a tear here or there. Nostalgia included. The letting go of the fear based illusion has  now been replaced.
 In exchange of what we have let go we created room to remember who we are on a soul level. We can now choose to make our own choices from within best for us and no one else. 
This group of wild onions you see blooming is us!  What a delightful meeting it is!  Greeted by nature I am feeling one with all of what we came here to do. Shining our light on ourselves and showing our gifts to the world. 
The page has turned and we are on solid ground when committed to choosing from our hearts. Wild onion cheers us on the path forward a layer at a time. There is no rush. Let it flow. 
I am Wild Onion
Annemarie
“One who does not make 
his own trail
can never approach 
Creation ”   
Robert Spott
TRILLIUM

TRILLIUM

Trillium in the redwoods March 29, 2019

A walk in the woods tonight lit up by white Trilliums showed how a new cycle has once again begun. It is the white trilliums vibration guiding us today and providing strength to move forward with love in our hearts. Although we also have to recognize that we get pulled of center by the dramas of our outer world, Trilliums vibration speaks to the wisdom found in the heart. 

We are learning new ways to serve humanity but had to learn a proper way of serving from the heart. The trials where plenty and the initiations painful. 
The 3 fold repeat cycles kept appearing till we got here today. If this message reaches you – you might already be slightly ahead of the masses who are now collectively entering a massive makeover. It can be a shocking experience at times. The tendency is to act from our mind and that is precisely not the plan. The goal is to bring the survival based consciousness that leads to overly mind based focus to the point of liberation.

Trillium makes us better understand that Love-wisdom is merging with our minds intelligence and that presence was felt today in the Redwoods. Very new way to be so be patient. Once fully integrated we will each uniquely find our place within the greater whole. Not just any kind this one. A Power plant she is for the test of times.

Spiraling upwards

You are welcome to invite this triangular energy to become the vessel to interconnect with the Universal system. From within your own center find the point where you can serve and where you wish to serve. Discernment comes to mind.

Set the past free. Let it not hinder your growth any longer.