Under the Willow Tree

Under the Willow Tree

Maybe this time can serve as a great opportunity to discover where your emotions around creative expression take you.

Willow has so much positive energy to add. To me the willow tree opens connections that show me who I want to share my dreams with. As I tuned in, the tree turned upside down and asked me to look at it from the opposite direction. Next it split in 2. I understood this tree to be speaking to the extremes of letting go of the past ways of dissolving our victim based reality. Willow is offering us to look at another choice we all have and bring the extremes of our differences together. Willow showed me the threading of a network of its vibrations with a reddish — orange light flowing through while weaving pathways in the skies. Each thread connected to another, weaving a web where we are all connected in a new way regardless of our differences. Each thread connecting to one another, No matter how far apart our realities lie.

Every single one of us is part of forming, shaping and holding the collective together. We are all learning new ways of being. Willow is there to support and guide us as we (re) discover our interconnected true strength. Though you will have to feel if this is the direction you want to take. Follow your own path without restraint or judgment.  Discern with love, admiration, respect, freedom, compassion and be at peace with where you are as an individual.
I’ve chosen this path of positive growth and it has been nothing but amazing while I stumble along. Even if the outer world seems to contradict that a positive outcome is up to each of us to focus on. There continue to be hard moments when faced with taking responsibility for my own choices while no longer waiting for another to change. To be that change that lies within is where willow will meet you and encourage you on.
There are still times I am pulled back into negativity. It is so easy to follow their path and point the finger if the outcome of their ideas isn’t what you hoped it would be for your truth.  Taking responsibility for ones own direction takes courage. As an interconnected being I feel the intense downward pull when an outdated fear based collective field makes it harder to remain true to my inner knowing.  At the same time, when surrounded by positive energies it lifts me above the victim mentality and things flow and align in natural ways.
I am the power and know we can all Be the power. Combined that makes for one powerful playing field.
Let the willows higher frequency vibrations run through us all and make it the game changer to uplift each other from a place of heart felt truth.
Be the change.
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Remaining open to a new way ahead

Remaining open to a new way ahead

I’ve been following the flowers wisdom for quite some time now. They’ve continuously kept me on track and keep showing the steps to take that allows for creating a new way forward. No matter how many ups and downs I had to go through to shed lifetimes of conditioning, flowers mirrored to me how to break out of traditional structures and relinquish everything I took for granted as truth. Flowers where my messenger guides that showed me how to remain true to self. It was an uncovering of layer after layer that took me beyond the surface and showed where I went wrong or what was missing, what I had forgotten, what other options I had, and today where I am headed. With a solid base of understanding the codes that rest within a flower since the beginning of time I began to see what flowers wished to make clear to me. But I must admit it took courage and often felt like I was moving mountains with no end in sight.
Beyond the shadows of lots of doubts flowers are the messengers I trust today. When at a loss along the way I began to understand how to translate their precise insights. A tapestry with deep embedded patterning was unraveling and dismantling. At the same time it was woven together with the flowers messages of encouragement, warnings, adjustments, clarity, alignment ,truth, trust, you name it.
The art of waiting for the right time of action while strongly remaining grounded here on earth was another trip to grasp. There’s no explaining, understanding, proving or even doing much other than tune in and discover multidimensional realities are reaching us from a grounded expanded state. It’s a huge letting go process that continues to show a whole new way.
What each flower shared with me over the years prepared me for a renewed transformational understanding of these new times. The time to move forward into a new territory has arrived. Its sudden and it’s here.
The only thing that remains after deep cleansing took place is to give myself permission to take the next step. To understand that our multi dimensional potential is becoming the new norm and to share that option with you.
All I do is hold the knowing of a flower from where various dimensions, timelines and realities transmit or rather awaken wisdom already found within you. When we let go of the how and take the time to allow for the translation of the flowers wisdom to transmute fear to joy within our own being a clear portal opens inviting you to receive what is offered. It’s a safe container to work from.
If you feel drawn to the wisdom of the flowers I’ll be delighted to assist so you can be more prepared for the next phase in your life. Holding the knowing of the flowers for you while you uncover dormant options creates an inward alchemical transformation. All from the mountains and valleys of my home via phone or internet!
Meanwhile I set the intent to keep loving my choice of creating an interconnected supportive environment where all can thrive.
Look for what you have in the moment.

Look for what you have in the moment.

Looking for what was no more.

“Look for what you have in the moment.”

How we got here doesn’t matter. Lay the finger pointing to rest.  Old traditions gone with the wind.  Days of Grace light the way. 

Go with this bog orchid flow that helps heal that broken soul. She’s bringing you to find your own value. At this stage we are faced with the opportunity to get past resisting the escape of the confrontation with self. The values outside of you are nothing in comparison of recognizing that the real gold lies within you. Embrace and accept the beauty of your being. Life is pushing each of us for self acceptance. It is good living in your own truth. Detach from embedded belief and indoctrinations that are not yours. Restore the dignity and self respect by taking responsibility for your true original unique being. Over the ages we’ve become saturated by old outdated dogmas and traditions.  Outer dominations of all sorts of abuse made us forgot our own voice. Finger pointing that seems to keep it all beyond our control is over. Could this be the crows cry that calls you to presence in your own richness? Bravo if you made it here. 

Bog Orchid purifies your surroundings one step a time as we continue on. We are still on uncertain ground as how to hold each moment in the light. Sometimes when we look back to all those agonizing instances we are now fast outgrowing, Bog Orchid appears to help you lay the past to rest. The separated life one led has ended. 

Our interconnected multidimensional merging is created by you alone in the present moment.  Bog Orchid seems to say ‘ In memory of’.. When that moment takes you to the past release the emotion and let  Bog Orchid assist you in pulling you back to ‘Be here now.’ LIGHTING A CANDLE in gratitude to what brought you here suffices. Onwards you go. The dignity of the distorted image of humanity we each carry can be restored when we take responsibility for ourselves. 


Sahrlight explained

Sahrlight explained

It as in a dream that a young girl, Sahr appeared during  my visit to the Temple of Philea in Egypt. In the dream I was handed the alchemist cup shown as a large shining grail of silver and gold. Two women from biblical times wearing light blue robes and white capes held me in a loving embrace as a new born baby. The baby was the holder of the cup receiving life. The cup was empty and I was shown how to fill it when using my inner wisdom that hold the geometric codes of flowers.

Sahr symbolizes the new energetic vibration birthed on the ashes of our past. The right environment sets the stage for a collective karmic dissolution we are all experiencing individually. We are merging our polar sides between male – female from within.  When  bringing our dual nature into balance-  a 3rd new energy (e)merges that connects us in multidimensional ways that links all of life and shows we are not separate from one another.

With the karmic lessons releasing Sahr symbolizes the stepping into the creation of a heart based pattern and allows us to embody  the past and future that rest within each of us. Sahrlight is an invitation for our unique beings to clean the slate in order to bring our passions or unique gifts on board in order to build a new life from a place of light filled joy without fear.

Humbled in Humboldt by a cucumber

Humbled in Humboldt by a cucumber

I remember that day I was humbled in Humboldt by a cucumber like plant hanging over my head. Her pretty white flowers shows how linked we all are to our past generations that got us where are today.That day, at Prairie Creek in the midst of these manroot Kahts-tuwiriki flower vines I became like the condensed ball. Imagine yourself to be that green ball in the picture with the cords coming out of your solar plexus. As you can tell the cords are not finding anything outside there to hold on to. They are entangled over the ages to what became each others stories in the search for something or someone to hold on to.manroot Manroot mirrored back at me how to disentangle from the outer past story while keeping my head cool. Quite unexpectedly this Manroot connected me to all of life from where there was no turning back to the old broken program. How to depend on our own inner resources is not some distant future idea but that time is now. A cycle has ended and the strings are no longer going to find an outer source to continue building our future on. The world will continue in a whole new way.

Little did I know what the plants and trees notes I took  just 2 years ago really meant ! 

‘Soon you will understand that in a (wall-)nutshell we are letting go of a very old supportive dependency system that slowly turned the patterns into poverty consciousness. We are ready to be free of the illusionary mind constructed story that was carried down over the ages.’ Humanity is going through the letting go of a group support system that no longer is. The clean up is well under way and the true story is becoming untangled with it. It can be frightful to not find the way it used to be. Cords we where conditioned to depend on, that bound us for thousands of years are being untangled. Once untangled they can be disconnected one person at a time. Its “cool” and scary at the same time. 

Though the ship is not sinking. How do I know this so well? Well, I am like the walnut that broke out of the old chain. WalnutAfter lots of kicking and screaming I saw that there is another way. So I surrendered and became reliant on my inner knowing and the walnut shell became my boat. Walnut is all about change and you too will paddle through the storm to your inner shore. With her help you won’t sink. Some of us are just out here to test the waters….Nature stood by me me on this journey. We are all learning to trust the process of life will take us where we need to be.

Stay cool and wishing you all smooth sailing. July 22, 2018 

Earth Day

Earth Day

The frequency of flowers hold memory of the history records that rest inside of each of us. Maybe your mind has no recollection of these records stored within you but flowers do. When connecting with a flower they mirror this stored recorded memory back to you. Becoming receptive to their knowledge awakens the dormant recorded history so it can be transmitted. What was previously unconscious suddenly becomes conscious.

 I’ll be offering another 30 min energetic flower transmission as a gift to you. It is an opportunity to raise consciousness in each our own ways. This offer is available for anyone purchasing 2 or more space enhancing blends at the Sahrlight store:

Many of you already know the benefits these sprays have brought you and I thank you for returning to them each step taken on this journey. The energy blends hold the higher frequency on a soul level. When sprayed  they are transmitted into any space you occupy. They have proven to be extremely beneficial in helping, clear, raise or enhance your vibration on an ongoing basis. Each blends consciousness begins to work with you personally.

This offer is valid only for purchases made on: 

APRIL 22ND, 2020

You’ll receive an email within 24 hours of your purchase, 22nd of April with the invitation to schedule a 30 minute personal one on one session. We will schedule a time and day that best suits you.

May this offer serve to help anchor the inward connection deep within the womb of mother earth and assist in making the most of this amazing time to lift each other to new heights. 

Looking forward to create and walk the new earth map with you,


21st Gene Key and Flower Essences to match

21st Gene Key and Flower Essences to match

What better name than a flower named Pretty Face to show the way and convey Gene Key 21. I spotted her on the path that led to Heart Lake – Mt Shasta. I was pushed on and on to give up my minds constructed identity. Maybe indirectly, you may actually have been taught not to take chances? Risking looking like a fool. Lol. depends on what kinda chances. Yes, I talk to flowers. Or rather they talk to me and that is Pretty normal for me. But I hold back because of fear people might think this as a strange profession to have.
Pretty Face: One step at a time. Your own choice is perfect and cannot be wrong. You know what is best for you. To think you are on the wrong track is old she ( Pretty Face) said. But the blind trust I was asked to follow on this crazy ride was hitting my nerves that day. The vibration of Pretty face shows you that you are who you did not know you could be. Your mind does not know your bigness. And because I had no clue what to make of it I took out the Gene Keys. Nr 21 showed up in relationship to Pretty Face and Queen cup. Both lily family. Both speak about softening heart and bringing out a fear – trauma.
I got a rare look at my deepest fears when Pretty Face (anilinia) showed up along the trail that lead me up Mt Shasta. Connecting inwards to the core of our wounds transforms all fears into trusting that with an open heart all will fall into place.
If you allow the natural rhythm to reveal itself to you in due time you come to discover from going inwards without force what is best. Suddenly I felt the vibration of Pretty Face take me beyond the veil and completed the full dis- integration of an old cycle. Richard Rudd speaks of a hierachy in the 21st Gene Key that these flowers today where trying to convey to me as well. We are all asked to take the lead without being the leader. When hierachy is not made up of divisions but seen in light of each of us doing our own part there are flower vibrations to work with that.
Soon after Queen cup( Clintonia family) appeared. That being on my last day in Mt Shasta while the mountain overlooked my progress. For the love of yourself and not for the love of them says Queen cup. Any part of competing with that makes one feel less so the other can feel more – and that is no longer part of this journey. So Queen cup served to bring the message back to our hearts. ( July 4, 2018) Queen cups image is not the best as she was hiding and pretty beat up.  But I found her and I love these names btw.
Spider lily’s vibration follows. In all there where 5 flowers that took me through the steps as where I was going: Don’t despair and keep at it with Spider lily on board as we learn to rebuild a healthy group conscious way of interacting that can only happen when we rebalancing the relationship within ourselves. Spider Lily vibration speaks to allowing the natural process in finding your place in community to take hold without our outer meddling. Embrace the contribution of each unique individual. From there on a free flow is created where you can uniquely thrive and contribute. Once that is finally in place you are able to simply embody your truth from the heart. What is so amazing you begin to feel how all your actions from within affect everything. Your individual contribution ties into ta more expansive larger field.
‘Our entire world at this time is in the midst of playing out the dramas of above or below. Once played out the group dynamics will begin to take responsibility for the well being of each other.’ It can only happen if we each take the lead in what we are called to do. Unique to  each of us. How many times have we heard someone ELSE tell us what is best for us or what our needs are? Crown Of thorns connects you to your belly, at least this is how I experienced her deep in the womb where I felt the integration of a lush nurturing sensation I never knew such seep sweet love inside. Umbilical cord connections found deep from my core connecting to the earth core. Lets Unify as one group; helping, feeding, nurturing, contributing and lifting each other. Taste the sweet sweet nectar and connect from the womb —  I am safe.
Seasons of change

Seasons of change

What if.. we tread on a new path, an unfamiliar path with trust in our heart.
What if we allow nature to be our guide?
Dare we allow the mystery of life to show us the way?

Horsetail in all her glory wants to assist in help sealing the deal of a higher nature.
Horsetail seems to ask for our uniqueness to be seen and lead the way. Stored in the mothers placenta one could be asked to release that past. With the #Placenta removed the veil is lifted. It’s a final breakaway point of an old life gone by.
Yet Horsetail speaks of taking a new direction. It does not speak of the past. Connect to the Placenta of Mother earth and watch for the signs reflected back to you.
Expand your horizon.
However you choose to open up to the larger whole there is Horsetail taking you by the hand.
In other words create your own trail and know the new way, a new path will be shown.



A few years ago (2013) I found myself restructuring the way I was running my life. Always drawn to flowers and herbs I was guided to delve deep into plant kingdom and began communicating with flowers. Often referred to as A “walk In experience”, I had no other choice than to trust the process. When in harmony with flowers I felt myself shown easy outcomes beyond my comprehension as to the steps I needed to take. During the  journey of rediscovering my creative gift I began creating energy blends made with flower vibrations mixed with specific essential oils I had brought back after a visit to Egypt. I used my first blend in the bathtub that had Papyrus added. That night I had a dream where I was shown the effects of the blends on a scroll. I expanded into various dimensions at the same time what I later learned was Quantum Consciousness. What was amazing was that I remembered the future. Everything was already there in me!  All I had to do was let go and invite the energy of the flower to share its wisdom with me.

My Natural Medium.

A natural structure connected in equal parts like a beehive showed me a special unique creative role each of us plays when following the laws of nature. First a change of structure and breaking away from primal group survival patterns of how we learned to believe things should be had to be broken. When surrendering to the natural flow of nature full embodiment using flower vibrations self organize and bring previously dormant consciousness to the surface. Just like everything else, the plant kingdom also keeps evolving. Flowers showed me they all hold a specific code that plays a role for a new time, pointing to a new way of living as a true unified collective family. It took me 7 years to learn and understand the various stages. 

When I tune inwards and move away from force or control I can stretch and expand my small selves beyond time and space. This naturally creates a free flow that inter connects my energy with the larger universal positive creative vibes. This allows for supportive new ways to lift me up and merge my gift with the whole. In this flow I can feel how I am contributing from a creative place while tapping into the universal stream of other creative souls.The laws of attraction began to appear and show how the mind aligns behind anything you set the intention to where your soul needs to be. 

Out of this 7 energy blends where born what became the initial expression of my creative gift. These blends bring balance in spaces and balance major shifts into a persons life and evolve with a persons intent in unique ways.  I also began making salves and ointments. Though I am only now beginning to share those with the general public. 

Holding the knowing during personal sessions continue to be effective in pointing the way to where ones soul already knows it needs to be and the mind is learning to follow suit.

There’s always more. I am open to flow, grow and glow together and let flowers show what wishes to be expressed next through me.

“The Nature of Feeling Good”